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Journal Entry: Fri Feb 6, 2009, 3:46 AM
Feels like a long time since I wrote a journal and I think that's because it has been a long time. You haven't seen anything from me because for a while I wasn't working on anything. And when I did start working on stuff again, it was in Rob's sketchbook. I've done one other thing (I think). I did it yesterday, and I disliked it so much that I tore it into small pieces. But then I took the pieces and taped them together to make something else completely which I will probably post here.

I injured my foot again a while ago. I had gone to work and was there like 5 minutes before I ended up going home. After that, the pain in my foot dissipated quickly. It must have just been a minor sprain. But then I was off for three days. I decided to clean my room and clean out my closet on one of the days and I sprained it again and much much worse that time. I called out the next four days I had to work. On one of those days I finally went to a podiatrist to see why my feet suck. The doctor only had to take a half a seconds glance to to tell me that I have flat feet, which I suppose I kinda already knew, but it's nice to be 100% sure of it and from a foot doctor. He also told me I have a bone (in the foot that usually gets sprained) that is growing too close to another bone and greatly limiting movement in my left heel. He told me to get new shoes and to buy these specific insoles. So I did. When I went back to work my feet were in excruciating pain. Luckily though, much of that was due to having been off my feet for about 2 weeks. It was much easier the second day, plus I readied the advil sooner that time. So I usually have foot pain but it only comes after being at work for a long while. My dad also bought me these $100 orthopedic shoes that I've been wearing with the insoles. I've gotten used to them, but I'm still trying to be careful with my feet.

On top of having all that time off, now hours at work have been cut down to 2 or 3 days a week instead of the usual 4, and with less hours each day. And on top of that, I found out that the 1 class I signed up for is an eight week class and it starts the second 8 weeks of the semester. So I'm going to have a lot of free time. I've been mostly just sitting around and resting.

I've become more wary of what I type in my journal fairly recently, because my sister reads it. She came up to me the other day and asked me when I'm going to write a new journal here, and I told her I'm not because she reads it. I know it's the internet and it's open for anyone to read, but people I know that I actually see usually don't look at my deviantart page very much. I don't know if I should be happy or sad about that. At first I was kinda pissed off that my sister was reading my journals because I might not necessarily want her to know everything I'm thinking about all the time. It's creepy and it's like she can read my mind. But then again, she's usually pretty good about not bringing it up. I think she's probably been reading it a lot longer than I thought she was initially. Also, even though I kind of gave her some crap about it, and she told me she wouldn't read it anymore, I'm absolutely positive she'll read this one. I'm sure she thought that I didn't think it was that big a deal and she's right. I wasn't that serious about it and she knows that I'll be serious if it really bothers me. I will probably hold some things back now though.

Also, I've been trying to get my sister to join deviantart for years and she won't do it. I still don't know or can't remember why. But I know for a fact she'd get all into it if she did.

So anyway, I have more to say, but this thing is already long and I need to sleep.

:icontrash60::iconmykel::iconliljeska::iconfailur3::iconpiratejack:

  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: Random
  • Reading: Wet Moon 4
  • Watching: Seinfeld
  • Playing: ssbb, rollercoaster tycoon 3, tactics a2
  • Eating: Quesadilla
  • Drinking: Pepsi

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:icontrash60:
Glad to see you're still kicking around, glasses will be raised to the foot health tonight. What do prescription shoes look like? I started reading that book you sent, Prescription Shoes would be a cool name for a band that won't ever exist.
I miss the anonymity that I used to embrace with DA. There are a lot of things I don't say or do because I don't want people I actually know or even vaguely know to see how truly lame and boring I am.

Use your time wisely, blow money and get happy.

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Geez, how many gazebos do you she-males need?!
:icontrash60:
Also, the word Spaceman is like six inside jokes in my tiny circle of friends.

Teenage Spaceman
Spaceman take a look at my life, I'm a lot like you were.
Hold me closer tiny Spaceman?

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Geez, how many gazebos do you she-males need?!
:iconliljeska:
Your sister should stop being a lurker and just join! YEESH. I'm glad you're getting a lot of free time and time to yourself. I hope your feet start feeling better. If that bone grows too close to the other one, would you need to get surgery? :fear:

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howdy
:icon13shadesofblack:
Well, the doctor told me that he would like to take an xray. I was only there for like 10 minutes. I don't have insurance at the moment, so I have to wait it out. I'll be enrolling this month probably for medical. He said surgery was a possibility if things don't get better though.

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Immerse your soul in love
:icon13shadesofblack:
I call the shoes my "Frankenstein shoes" because they're big and black. There are no laces, just a big velcro belt.

Thanks for the kind words, and i hope you enjoy that book. I thought it was pretty damn good.

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Immerse your soul in love
:icon13shadesofblack:
The Who, Neil Young, and Elton John?

I originally chose that title because I've been feeling pretty disconnected from everything, but I decided not to write anything about it.

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Immerse your soul in love
:icontrash60:
I was liking King Dork fine til I picked up Cat's Cradle by Mr. Vonnegut, I go through crazy binges where I can read nothing but Mr. V for weeks at a time.

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Geez, how many gazebos do you she-males need?!
:icontrash60:
I have two sweatshirts with the word SPACEMAN written in glittery letters across wherever important circulatory organs might be.

Ahoy and all aboard(mother fuckers), us all, to beyond... ETC..

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Geez, how many gazebos do you she-males need?!
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free time is such a love/hate thing!!! its so nice when you've earned it, but after awhile its shittt, i was i was doing something

hope your foot heals quickly.

haha shes a lurker!

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love, tim

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